When the Lord and the heaven are silent !!

I find myself walk through a season where I find a strange silence.....

A silence that causes me want to stop where I am,
stop whatever I am doing
and
search frantically for the presence of my God.

I know without doubts that He would never leave me nor forsake me.
I know without doubts that He desires communion with me more than I could ever dream of.
If that's so, Why is it that all I hear is silence !!


I cry out saying,

Lord Jesus, Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me, forgive me and lead me in the way everlasting.

I hear no answer.

I say, Is there something that I failed to do Lord, please forgive me, reveal it to me and help me. I always want to be right with you.

I hear no answer.

It's strange how my heart and mind know that He is present, yet the silence is strong.

Ah the pain of the silence of God. I sat down reading few articles online and this sentence encourages me during this season, it reads,

When heaven seems silent, mercy and grace never is.

I walk on with this knowledge instilled deeper into my spirit that , "Faith in the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ is the key to making a silent heaven speak into your situation."

Even if my God doesn't, I know by now that, He alone deserves all the glory and He is the king of the universe and I will still bow down to Him and Him alone and continue to seek His ways.

I pray that my Lord Jesus Christ will increase my faith and enable me to be steadfast in it for His glory.